don't wanna be trapped.

" if the devil can't slow you down, he'll speed you up."

i don't want to fall into the trap!!!!

can i last thru?

will i be able to last thru?
will i be burnt out?
should i give up?

give up what?

which?

darn.

what if i do?
what if i don't?

why is this happening now?
why am i so weary?

why do i have to wait till a "revelation", till i give up something, that i should have a long time ago?
why did i linger on in the meaninglessness of it, hoping the outcome will be something i wished, and dreamed?
how stoopeed of me to have done so.

why?





can i last thru?