transitions

they always say that our lives' transitions are little tests of faith.

and it seems like almost everyone i know now is going through some sort of transition in church.
the webs now have their wgs streamlined and re-shuffled. transition
the people closer to me in church are those in my age-group (who're 19-20) are now moving from web to rays. transitions
and for others, IDT. transitions
new age group, new cell groups, new timings, new clashes, new experience, new prorities???

and i wonder if like the many before, we'll fall away at such a time.
and i am really concerned for certain bros and sisters of mine who may have been strong once, but now because of all these... .....
and for myself too.
what if i one day go away?
what if one day i choose to give up this marathon?
what if one day i just choose to take it easy?

i realised that circumstances don't cause us to fall away, or sin for that matter.
but we choose to. it is a deliberate and we will like to think of it as a rational bo pian circumstancial choice we have made well.
we choose to fall away.
we choose to sin.
and it's a choice people will surely say "eeyur of course don't want lah". but we know the outcomes..........

quote of day : "If circumstances find us in God, we'll find God in our circumstances"