blinding ourselves with ourselves.

hmmmm......

is it possible that guys are actually more emotional than the gals??
can be.

but obviously guys respond and express their emotions in a way that is vastly different from gals lah... DUH!

do we often see (most) guys emoting their life away?
not really for me.
but i really don't know about yourself...

oh wells...
there i go again. another oh wells.

oh wells...


i dunno man...
maybe we should go for some courses to learn how to communicate, and express accurately. or even handle our extreme feelings... like guilt, anger,lonliness, isolation, non chalance, etc etc etc

or we can continue on in life as we relate to others, making mistakes of our own, and learning along the way.

which is A.K.A. learning it the hard way.

gotta brush up my skills.
refinement... and refinement and growth comes as we admit our mistakes, face the (ughh) consequences, and of course make sure we do not repeat that.

hur.

of course it's so easy for me to say and type...

dunno lar...

i really dunno.
what are my thoughts and feelings sometimes...

"what's wrong?"
i wonder sometimes...

hai...
sometimes we blind ourselves by ourselves.
we are overwhelmed by our own feelings, our own rut of our lives.

and it really is an indication of what our lives are in relation to Him...

argh. what a struggle. or struggles?



it seems, that i'm blogging for the sake of blogging.
and something's just missing.

the flair i used to have at one (short) point, now, i just cannot seem to make any sense of what i'm writing anymore.

i can't seem to be typing sense nowadays.
or even reflect well.

argh.

[my true feelings and thoughts to my own journal! you never know who's reading... ] ;P who am i? who are the ones i trust? i can only trust in Him as my confindate sometimes....