i wonder...

if i should be less reflective and just blehh out what's going on in my life...

seasons of life...



oh well..

sept12-dec9 2008
BMT... first phase of my NS life..
been so interesting... so many things to be thankful about..

Leopard coy...
welfare...
great friends..
great bunk mates..
friends from other platoons...
circumstances, which just makes life a lil less torturous than other coys which i hear.. are well.. just shiong..


so much to be thankful Lord..

i wonder ....

how much effort will i put into relationships that are my family and friendships?
how much effort will i put into life itself?
how much effort it will really take to even put in the effort?

i wonder...

what vocation will i be taking on?
where will God place me? now in ns, and after..
whether this, whether that..

i wonder..

what will the end of two years be like?



it'll be

beautiful. whether or not. it'll still be.